By: Catalyst

When the storm finally stops,
that’s when I’d come running—
but now, my bad habits have caught up with me.
So many times, I let you down,
giving you the impression I’d always be there.
I wanted it to be true, just like you did.
I’m sorry, a million times,
for hurting you every single time.

Please understand, I couldn’t be the one you needed.
Your love had its place,
and I understood where I stood—
never asking for more.
I knew who had your heart,
and you knew you could count on me.
But I had to respect the boundary.

When the main failed you,
you shifted the weight,
reassigning expectations—
and I was left with a decision to make:
End this, or stay and fade away.

You called me your friend,
but I was the second lead in your heart,
and I couldn’t keep playing this role.
It took a heavy toll.
My heart was in love,
and you knew that.

Leaving was fine,
all I wanted was your happiness,
even if it meant sacrificing mine.
It vanished, reclaiming my pride.
I’m sorry if I hurt you,
sorry I wasn’t there.
I know it seems unfair,
but I couldn’t take the pain anymore.

I tried to stay away,
but I wanted more.
This time, I reclaimed my heart—
no more room for this game.
I’ll love you always,
but I’m leaving this role behind now.